Monique!!! You don't love anymore....remember.....you don't love him/.......you just want to do the right things....and the right thing is just let him go.....and just hope he will be happy...that's it.....nothing more than that....You just need to forget everything about him....he is fine...and he will be fine....you don't have to care about him....you don't have to care about how he is feeling right now......you don't have to care anything about him.....
you just have to let it go....and never let it to come back.....you need to move on......In fact, he doesn't love you, and he has never loved you as well......he just loved you because that's what he think he would be happier.....he didn't really love you,.....he just only loves himself.....but not you....he will never love you and would never love you too......
Everything is over....it is over.....as this is the truth, and this is not what you are telling to yourself as a way to hypnosis yourself......
Be strong, you are able to afford all the pain and pressure in stead.....all the things you have done are really the best for everyone else around you and everyone else you know......you don't have to be upset....because doing things to make the other be happy is what you want and you do to make yourself feel better.......
If what you have done it's really hurting him, so then he should have realized what he has done was hurting you as well.....you should have estimated what he would do that could only upset you more.....as you would know all these things could have happened......still you know that he will be fine so soon....and leaving him just make him feel better and it is really the best thing you do for him.....It is because he can soon find his better life with someone else....and he will be happier to be with someone else....he has already told you that he was really upset while he was in Hong Kong , and being with you was the hardest thing for him....so if you love him you should just let him go and find his better life.....I believe in what you have done is always the best for what you could choose to do.......
As now the most important thing for you to do is take care yourself, so that you can take care of your mum...then you can able to handle every hard situation in your family and on your life as well.....no matter how you would choose may not be the best way sometimes.....still I believe you have already done your best......Since I believe there would be no one else like you in this world who can have completed so many things over these years.....
Perhaps there are just some little rocks that blocked the way of your life, still I believe you will be able to kick or move all the rocks away and continue your way to your success.....Since all the difficulties are just making you to grow stronger and learn how to be more successful in the future......
Just have to believe in yourself, you will be fine.....and now you have to focus on your study and start to do your assignment...
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