Enchanted

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles.
Same old tired, lonely place.
Walls of insincerity, shifting eyes, and vacancy vanished when I saw your face.
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you.

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?"
Across the room, your silhouette starts to make its way to me.
The playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy.

And it was enchanting to meet you.
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you.

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go.
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home.
I'll spend forever wonderin' if you knew I was enchanted to meet you.

The lingering question kept me up, 2 a.m., "Who do you love?"
I wondered 'til I'm wide awake.
And now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door.
I'd open up and you would say, "Hey, it was enchanting to meet you. All I know is I was enchanted to meet you."

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go.
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home.
I'll spend forever wonderin' if you knew--
This night is flawless, don't you let it go.
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone.
I'll spend forever wonderin' if you knew I was enchanted to meet you.

This is me praying that this was the very first page,
not where the story line ends.
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again.
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon,
"I was enchanted to meet you."
Please don't be in love with someone else.
Please don't have somebody waiting on you.
Please don't be in love with someone else.
Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go.
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home.
I spent forever wonderin' if you knew--
This night is flawless, don't you let it go.
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone.
I spent forever wonderin' if you knew I was enchanted to meet you.
Please don't be in love with someone else.
Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

家

那天晚上到外祖父母家吃飯的時候，發現外公的身體真的一天不如一天了，他的思緒也沒有從前那麼精靈了。

其實外公一直的心願就希望我們可以住在一起，但他們總是認為我們家的地點不方便，所以不願意搬到我們家居住。

其實我認為一個家最重要的不是在於它的價值、面積、地區！最重要的是家人！我寧願選擇一家人開開心心的住在一個地方不大的家，也不曾希望一個人孤單的住在一個很大很美麗的居所。

一個溫暖的家是人生中非金錢可以換來的！而這麼的一個家才是我們快樂的湶源！

所以我希望能夠盡快找完成公公的心願！

失眠

不知道為什麼會半夜醒來就失眠了！真討厭自己！

我常常忘記自己是一个女人

人人都說女孩子不要太要強、太獨立、太厲害，不然會不招人喜歡。
我常常忘記自己是一個女人可是，我若不要強、不獨立、不變厲害，誰會在我最無助的時候伸出援手？

靠山山會倒，靠人人會跑。

媽媽說，女孩子，只有自己強大了，才不會被別人當做附屬品。家世好的女孩子，會有爸媽為其鋪好華麗麗的金磚大道，相貌好的女孩子，會有男友老公等著為其鞍前馬後儘獻殷勤，運氣好的女孩子，會有貴人相助使之平步青雲雞犬升天，真是，不幸，我似乎哪個都排不上，所以，別再問我為什麼總是那麼不解風情，別再埋怨我沒有一點女孩子的嬌柔體貼，別再說我笑得太大聲，走得太快，講話太男孩子氣。別再嫌棄我太過實際，太過理智，太冷血。

因為，我知道，下雨天如果忘帶傘，就一定會淋雨，淋雨之後，不趕快擦乾頭髮，換掉衣服，就一定會感冒發燒，生病之後，不趕快看醫生吃藥就會越病越厲害。曾經去輸液，隔床的女孩一邊給老師打電話請假，一邊哭，我當時覺得，這孩子真傻，哭又能怎樣？真是個傻孩子……
可我也曾是個傻孩子…… 

曾經我會在躲雨的屋簷下看著一個個被接走的人覺得自己像是個棄貓，曾經我會在餓的胃疼卻連水都沒得喝的時候很想哭，曾經我會在擁擠的公車上被人左推右推的時候感到委屈，曾經我在冬天的夜色裡默默對自己說“生日快樂”曾經我在被冤枉卻無力辯解時躲在廁所捂著嘴巴大聲地壓抑著哭。

我不是苦水里泡大的孩子，我只是個不願意向世俗妥協的女孩。我可以很乖、很聽話、很粘人、貓咪樣迷迷糊糊躲在他大衣上邊左側口袋裡幸福地打盹，睡醒了就用小爪子不輕不重地抓他毛衣上的絨線球，若他瞪眼，我就會“喵嗚，喵嗚”裝裝小可憐，他無奈的笑，我便勝利。而在此之前，我會一直努力堅強著，揚起下巴，不哭，不鬧，不發脾氣。只微笑。沒有女孩子願意一直堅強，只是她在等一個理由，一個可以不強迫自己堅強的理由。在此之前，她只有自己保護自己，
直到騎士到來，巫婆的咒語解除，她便是公主。
所以
我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格抱怨。對於生活的艱辛，我照單全收。男人能做的，我必須做。沒人能養我一輩子，想吃飯就得自己去掙錢。

我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格悲哀。這個世界存在真愛，落到我頭上的機率，微乎其微。誰欺騙誰誰傷害誰，都很正常。想活得悠閒些，必須像男人一樣，看淡點，再看淡點。

我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格依賴。當然，女人不可能脫離男人而生存，事實上男人是風，只能藉，不能依靠。最好藉著風，像男人一樣去戰鬥！

我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格優柔。該對自己狠一點的，不止是男人。我相信憑女人的細膩，再加點兒男人的氣魄，可以化武斷為果斷，同男人一樣，運籌帷幄，決胜千裡。

我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格嘮叨。我可能受父親影響太嚴重，從小，就有“語不驚人死不休”的擰脾氣。我堅信，有份量的話，跟篇幅無關。我知道我這輩子，定然夠不著“一字千金”了，但請允許我崇拜，那些說話擲地有聲的漢子。

我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格矯情。計劃生育導致，八零後是孤獨的，你是父母的膝下獨子，同伴們也是；你認為自己是中心，同伴們更甚；所以別在你的小世界裡牛逼，在家裡你爹媽寵著你，到外頭真沒人拿眼皮夾你。忘掉造作的小姐作風，有禮有節，不卑不亢。

我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格浮躁。我欣賞並極力想成為一種人，在他的骨子裡，恪守忠孝，恪守情義恪守尊嚴。我是說在他的骨子裡！也許這樣的人，平時看來，挺不正經的。若他能夠挺不正經就乾成一件事兒，並且無礙道義原則，我想冷靜與穩重必須是他的本性。我做不到不佩服。

我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格哭，沒資格鬧，沒資格上吊。沒錯，就算我不能偉大的活，

我也沒資格卑微的死。我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格愁，沒資格賴，沒資格不承擔。對於命運的種種戲謔，我也難免得淌過去。

我常常忘記自己是女人，這樣一來，我就沒資格逃避，沒資格推諉，沒資格等待，沒資格找後路，沒資格責怪命運不公。

如果有那麼一天，我幸而為人之母，我會告訴我的孩子，首先盡人事，其次盡人事，再次盡人事，最後聽天命。不管他是男人，還是女人。因為首先，他要做一個人。謀事在人，一切都做到位了，就看天成不成事了。

記得有這樣兩個詞，紅顏薄命，天妒英才。總覺得後者聽著舒服些，雖然都是形容命短。

Count On Me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
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Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

If only

I thought it wasn't wrong,

To hide from you,

Simple truth.



I was scared,

I felt it all along,

But it hurt to much for me, to share.



If only I, had been less blind.

I'd have someone to hold on to.

IF only I, could change your mind,

If only I had known, If only I had you...



Finally understand,

Why things have happened,

And how it all could go so wrong.



Will this pain ever end?

'cause I don't think I can carry on.



If only I, had been less blind.
I'd have someone to hold on to.

If only I, could change your mind,

If only I had known, If only I had you...



If only I had you!..

If only I had you!..



If only I, had been less blind.

I'd have someone to hold on to.

If only I, could have spoke my mind,

If only it were true, We could start brand-new

I know I'll make it through

If only I had you!..

If only I had you!..

If only I had you!..

What Happened To Us

I thought it was too good to be true

I found somebody who understands me

Someone who would help me to get through

And fill an emptiness i had inside me

But you kept inside and I just denied

Some things that we should have both said

I knew it was too good to be true

Cause i'm the only one who understands me




What happened to us

We used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely

What happened to us

And deep inside I wonder, did i lose my only?




Remember they thought we were too young

To really know what it takes to make it

But we had survived off what we have done

So we could show them all that they're mistaken

But who could have known the lies that would grow

Until we could see right through them

Remember they knew we were too young

We still don't know what it takes to make it




We could have made it work, we could have found a way,

We should have done our best to see another day

But we kept it all inside until it was too late

And now we're both alone, the consequence we pay

For throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...